I'm sober today.
That should be enough.
My routine is changing. Is it even a routine anymore? Life on life's terms they call it—that's what AA's 12 steps have taught me how to deal with. So, here I am, dealing with it in the only way I know how. It kind of worked, although I didn't end my writing on a positive note. I'm sober today. There. That should be enough.
It all SOUNDS draining!! To me it seems perfectly normal to feel overwhelmed by all of that. Ebbs and flows … I hope you find your mojo again. Just take it hour by hour if you can!